recently no time to update..sorry =( very very busy..nxt week onwards will be critical liao..so many test and projects coming up. sigh!i wish the 3 weeks holiday faster come larhs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sian..my eyes are rotting..=(I can't wait to finish all my tasks
before i can see you again
haha..back! it's been a week..and guess what?i went St James ytd!!hahaha..so happi..though i told bibi say i not happi..i happi not coz i 1st tym go or wad lehs..is coz he so protective of me..hahaha..wonder y he can drink so much without getting drunk =.=
anyway..a question to ask every1 reading this blog.."imagine you got a bf/gf, what is the THING to make them feel secure?what you will do so that they feel ur LOVE?" hahahaha..tough question eh..think den tell me in rl or tag me or just msn me =D THANK YOU!!! ^^ I'm feeling so so so happy now despite it's already 11.18pm.. i found a website that contains so sweet stuffs..haha..happily reading it. and tml is monday..sian arhs!!! LAST but not LEAST, I wan go sleep le..LOL..good nite! here's the photos for ytd..=D
With Wu Zhong Xian
hahaha..that pink rose he stole
Outside St James with bibi
Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away;
and all the things I want to say can find no voice.
Then, in silence,
I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.
This week post i might wanna clarify some things that might have a misunderstanding. Nowadays, things don't go well. So might as well take this chance to confess things. Pardon me, this might be a really long post.Firstly, I'll start from my class. From the start of year 1, remember how we come along all the way until the friends that we are now? T1F2, T2F2..nxt year we'll be T3F2. Thats when we say goodbye. But we weren't easy before we come all the way here.. let's recap:Year 1 Semester 1: 1st day of school, we came to class, and benji was the first friend i got to know. After that, I knew louis, then aaron, follow by wei kiat, perng jie and alvin. We went for breaks together and for 1 whole semester, we stick together. like a family. then, our class have 2 "divisions".. the other one consist of: ron, xueli, desmond, chris, ada, cao yang, shisheng, viknesh and yansheng. I remembered, the 2 "divisions" were like strangers. until 1 day.. when we were walking on the opp lane from the other group of frens, we suddenly talk to them. and it started that way. haha..Year 1 Semester 2: every1 became closer and closer each day. and from there, we became not 2 "divisions". we should rather use the word, "Ohana". "Ohana" means family. Family means no one get left out or forgotten. we are really like a big family. we took care of each other. though sometimes there are some gossips here and there, but thats the thing that made us closer each day, and makes the days fun. Though sometyms there're misunderstandings, but it gets resolve rather quickly. And at that point, scandals started.Year 2 Semester 1: this semester had modules that were quite tough. We had really smart people and helpful people in the class. So getting through was not much of a problem. But this semester, we're actually really concern bout some1 that actually did not come to school that often and went to work everyday or really frequently just to buy his bike. I would say, we're all concern 'bout whether he could get through. Afterall, we're together as a class and we should leave NP as a class too. remember? we're family.. we really have no wish to see any1 retaining in NP. Though this semester, 3 person were left out to take the module again, but dun forget, we're here for you guys..=) must jiayous kaes..Year 2 Semester 2: Some misunderstanding arises. Scandals remains. But as semester just started, misunderstanding should not occur. Remember how happy we were for the past 1 year plus? Remember how long and hard we took until we were this close? I wanna acknowledge that every single one of us have a part in this class. every1 of us has our own roles to play in this class. no1 gets left out. I'm really happy i get to know every single one of you. ^^Things changes for the better, my life did too. I've got almost everything in life, so do you people(not talking 'bout the "wants" that you're missing in ur life). Treasure before they're gone.
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And for me, I found him..... I should treasure, and be in my best. Should stop being wildful, be understanding. This is something I've been keeping from most people. It's a little unfair. but since now I'm prepared to tell, since i've the courage to tell now, and i dun care if any consequences happens, I'm willing to face it. Hope you guys will be happy for me. But I dun care if any of you have any negative thinking. Coz I know, only those that dun regard me as their friend will think I'll not have any happiness. =)
Is this mood swing or is it pure emotions? i somehow feel very happy one moment and very sad and afraid the next. It's like i feel so happy coz i already have everything and i should be happy with my life. But when i think of something else that bothers me (*secret*), i became stress up,irritated,afraid,sad as well as a little of anger. what am i thinking?!I should be happy with my life now! really..sigh! YOU should stop all these thinking right now!!(*talking to myself*)
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It's raining heavily right now..and it's the season of *missing* =(
