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Fa-Na-Tic DREAMS♥
Thursday, January 15, 2009

I've discussed with my parents about my Japan study trip already. They kind of accepted the idea of mine. But i've got to start to learn how to take care of myself from now onwards till the day i leave for Japan. 2 years from now, i shall start my new life..but there's something there pushing me back from pursuing this goal of mine..and i guess you guys know it well..

*-My LOVE or My DREAMS?-*

well, today Yansheng said something which i think a lot.."what about ah bao?" hmms..tough question u know..actually, though i say i do not wish to let him wait,ask him carry on stay in singapore find a good gal and just marry, but my heart aches..i seriously feel like asking him to go with me..but how can i be so selfish? den yansheng said, "If i were you, i wouldn't give up my love for my dream."

Why??Just because i am a gal?I shouldn't let my future husband carry that burden to support me my whole life. I wan to plan for my future. Therefore dreams are important to me also. Not everyone will be interested in the stuffs I'm interested in. Since I'm interested in something that may lead to my bright future, why not? But still, both love and dreams are really important to me. it's like asking you a question, "if ur dad and mum fall into the sea, which would you save?"

what should i do now? =(

will he wait?i doubt so..It's 6 years..not 6 days nor 6 months.

will he come with me?i doubt so too.
who will be such a stupid fool to start their life anew in a country that they have no clue of?(exclud. me)

who will be willing to sacrifies for some1 they love?It's tough.

6 years is long. but these 6 years, i will become strong. i will have much more knowledge that surpass most people. so..what should i do?

~*LOVE.....or.....DREAM?*~
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