guess what? I'm getting excited to my 21st yr old..but why? BECAUSE, i wanna go abroad to Japan to pursue further studies..I've got to plan for my future now. and thats because, I'm 19 this yr..not much time left to waste. Basically, i've to spend 6 yrs or more in Japan. Thats a really long time. By the time, I'm already 27 or 28. old woman..haha!
you see, I'm really interested in japan for the following reasons which seems to impress every1:
- I wanna learn bout Japan's cultural
- I wanna learn bout how they live
- To learn bout their politics
- To learn bout their perception on quality
And, i wanna start my life from scratch..From young, i always depended on others to live. I know nothing on my own. Admissions for schools, i always failed to participate. I always let my parents helped me to sign up coz i was too lazy. I do not wish my life to be a failure. If I do not learn independant and live in pressure, i will never grow. I will never be able to work in the competitive environment be it Singapore or Japan. I will never know how hard life is out there and how hard is it to be on your own to save money when you have nothing but just education. People tell me it'll be tough, i will cry just the 1st day i enter Japan. I know i will..but if i don't fight for my future, who will?right?=)
2 years to study in japanese language sch, 4 years to study in Univeristy. when i come back singapore, u'll see me standing strong. i will achieve 3 certificate(i hope)..and i will make my parents as well as all of you, proud of me..I felt the need to stand alone. I have good friends in Japan, not to worry. I believe after i enter japan, we'll be even better friends..haha!
6 years is a long time..but is not forever..it's just a part of my life investment.
sorry my dear,
but dreams only come once
i know you will not
accompany me
but thx for your words
i felt relieved
coz i felt ur love ♥
