anyway, sometyms, i feel myself being insulted so badly that i have no way of facing myself or him..sigh..trust..where is it?? =(
WHY he don't understand me?!! A small matter that i don't put it to heart and accidentally confused them together can also be said as I LIED!!! what is wrong?? !I need counselling i guess..I nearly gave up everything..i nealy lost hope in life..
but..i shall be strong..NOT a single tear will fall off my cheeks..this time, problems that comes, obstacles that block my way, i shall manage it. I will learn to grow, to face things myself. I will mend my injuries myself. The next time u see me, I'll be different.
I PROMISE...
I'll show it to you,
i can prove to u,
i will NOT backout!